Feeling of Impendingness

This whole process is soooo challenging. One moment I feel centered and flowing. And another moment I feel like I have not DONE enough and I must DO something now.

And then everything gets confusing and I no longer know what to DO. So I start planning and getting things in order. But there is no sense of peace, no flow. So then I am confused even more.

So I was venting when this suddenly came to me and changed the direction of my thoughts and feelings...



Every choice we make leads us to the next array of choices.

We have an infinite number of choices in front of us.

We can choose paths of fear (running, hiding, fighting, defense, survival, other mind or thought paths, focusing on THEIR plan, avoiding.) This is "closed" and concerned with the physical.

Or we can choose paths of love (sharing, caring, speaking in love, healing, giving, opening our hearts and homes, listening, embracing.) This is "open" and truth centered.


Everyday I tell my loved ones (including myself) that the Universe provides everything, there is no need to row the boat. And everyday the Universe or my higher self says, "Sue, you don't have any oars, so why are you trying to row the boat?" And I do a quick self check and sure enough I was paddling away. Then I relax and peace flows over me. And sure enough an opportunity to be the conduit that I have been prepared to be opens up right in front of me.

The energy shifts are so great and coming faster and faster. It definitely makes it challenging to stay on task. I find it interesting that my higher self is so calm, yet direct. I am always reassured when I allow myself to hear or sense its presence.

As I say to my daughter, "The choice is yours, choose wisely".

I am calmer now and the feeling of impendingness has passed for now. It will be back... probably stronger next time. And when it comes, I will try my best to remember that I have no oars.